"no i want you to tell me" but yea when i do i get like "oh you always feel like vomitting and giddy one waid. Anyway eh you know eggs come before chickens" yea right sure ill tell you 'every fucking thing' whats the point. Not like i want to feel like vomitting on purpose who told me to have pms that includes nausea, faint and fucking bad mood swings. Then give a damn? but no cause you are too busy 'studying' with your friends or doing things you like cause spending time with me is "a waste of time".

Knuckles

Rekorderlig mango rasberry cider and strawberry lime cider! I like the strawberry and lime one more because the fruity taste is stronger and more delicious as compared to the other that is more blend. 

The famous knuckles from knuckles! The meat is so soft and it smells so good. It melts in your mouth. The skin is crispy and not too oily. 

The crispy wings are like so so. The skin is too thick and it tastes powdery. 

lat day of school

last day of school!!! :) 

gonna miss them so much next sem :( when ihaa is gonna go noc and wanling is going ia... 

and had presentation tooo so nervous and during my turn the bloody alarm rang omfg haish but oh welllz still not that bad i hope since they were amazed with the app 

tired af

Fuggggg damn tired today >. > like totally not enough sleep.... DAMN TIRED. even after napping for an hour, it's still insufficient omg save me T.T

I should be studying like now meow meow meow meow

Meeting was like okay today and all... I guess. Then yy was like hey vivek is doing alot of work and all also so basically her main pt is she told sports club she wants another vpd i guess hahahah then she gonna assign vivek. Yeap. cus i cant go fr meetings and i have class on weekdays till 9 yeap. then she told me no hard feelings and stuff and lets talk and shit but like whats the pt when things are alr decided. like if you wanna let go of things to let other ppl do and you want/like your way so much like no pt saying more then she will be like ya i unds BUT sth sth sth of her opinion then she will say he is not forcing it upon ppl its for the good of the camp then like okay lo cus reason is always by her side anyway.

Shitty ppl and shitty world. Fuck this shit. Everyone should just die. I want my alcohol.

Why is my fault that I feel like crying most of the time that i keep losing my appetite to eat that i cant control my tears that i just want to depend on someone. Im sorry for being weak and useless. Im sorry for bothering you. I wont do it anymore.