Bad day

Had a vey bad day being super giddy and wanting to puke the whole morning and barely making it to class. Then there was mum who thought I was complaining that school is far and how Chye you is pampered or some shit. Then there was this horrible nightmare abt chye leaving saying I never prioritised him and theres no pt and stuff and that he would do everything else in the world before he did sth I needed. Then I woke up crying badly. Ihaa says I should distract myself by watching things or sth cus dreams affects us and it makes us see it as a reality. :(