Saturday, 13 December 2014

Thoughts that devour at 2,3,4,5

Conversations at 2am are the ones where you'll pour your soul out, where you'll cry till you're numb cus you're just so sad and that's all you can do. All you can do when you are just so empty. Your brain runs wild. Especially after an ironic dream of him coming back, loving you and where you realise that all that happened was real and not a lie that your friends had to tell you to wake you up. Finally they were wrong and you could continue living in my fantasy. But no. You wake up crying realising it'll never happen. That you were actually secretly hoping for him to come back. Then there's this big hole in your heart that nothing can fill. Cus the one who made you think you could finally live decided to walk away from you. Like you never mattered. And you just lie there dying, thinking if what you had was even real or was it a facade, does he go through the same pain as you do or is he just happy that you're gone and he never hurt or loved you...


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